a new place is gathered


I could say
look at what you’ve done
look at these wounds deep inside my chest
and at those blades which replaced your fingers
they seemed so bitter
and they seemed so sweet
covered with night reflections;
this – is what I’ve learnt
night it also sleeps
and there’s a weak barrier between sleep and madness
and only two sapphires could wake me up;
it is crazy
and it is sheer folly
when a man has to lick his own tears
when a man has to drink someone’s poison
to heal his heart
to clean his blood
and kill the pain that time can only ease;
I could say
but I don’t give a fuck;
I am no man
and I refuse to suffer
so I opened my chest in rage
and pulled my heart away;
now I’m only blades
and now I’m only knifes
so if you’re looking for an heart
please – stand back
‘cause a new place was gathered
and only poison you will find.

eu sigo o meu caminho


"(...)
Só eu sei quantas vezes fiz tudo para te ver,
só eu sei quantas vezes não consegui adormecer.
Só eu sei quantas vezes tentei respirar o ar que respiras,
sentir o que tu sentes, viver as duas vidas.
But i’m feeling good, espero que sintas o mesmo neste momento,
a vida são dois dias e ninguém pára o nosso tempo.
O teu sorriso passa tudo o que já eu tenha visto e é por isso que eu persisto.
Dá-me mais, quero mais, sempre mais, quero conhecer os teus ideais,
compreender para onde vais a seguir.
Mas por agora o melhor talvez seja eu estar bem sozinho.
(...)"

Expensive Soul - quero ver-te outra vez

i hit the ground

angels are falling

vou mostrar só uma vez, vou mostrar só uma vez

trap




always that wall between us
with sharpen skewers
- moving -
closer and closer
I didn't mind

(now let the water flow)

cocoon




save me (throw me to a box) hide me
hold me (push me) love me
leave me (cut my words) kill me